Truth . Lies .

Re-link!

2010-04-06T00:19:00.002+08:00

Hey Ass! Re-link alright. I've used tumblr instead of bloggy. So, will be kept updated there.
http://love-affection.tumblr.com/

Im back!

2010-04-02T12:25:00.002+08:00

Im back ass! Sorry peeps cause i'd know that i've been MIA for the past few days.
Its not that im lazy too, but it just that im buzy with some stuffs[:
So, get ready to read my long post of the day. Random~ i know. but who cares. I've got a lot like tons of stories to tell you. hehek!
Recently, yes, i can admit that im buzy with school. Most of the day. Pfft, due to my CCAs.
Ive been rotting all day at home after i went back from school preety late and i cant stand it for like a minute?[:
Guess what? wanna know something, since thaaan after all the hardwork 'practices' that i could say, and on that day of the performance, ive made the wrong step like the opposite way of what the others do. Gosh! You know how it felt when everyones laughing at you while you're dancing the wrong thing from the other dancers. ^^ How cute! Well, as usual., on that moment i felt as if i want to run away and hide. haha. But too bad, i couldn't cause im stuck infront of everybody where they were all looking at you like one stupid person.
In the end, i did enjoyed and luckily, i didn't even received any scoldings from my teacher. phew!
So, yeah, that's one thing and the other thing was that, last week if im not wrong, on Saturday. It was a blazt! Cause my teacher wanting to watch 'Anak Wayang' at Victoria Theatre which probably going to be so much fun and yes it does. heh. Well, i thought that its gonna be a boring show but in the end its fun with the dancing thingy. haha. Came there, alots lots of minahrep and matrep which i dont really seems to understand what makes them going to this show. nyet~
Get the right seat but the sad thing was i get irritated easily by the guys seating infront. Seriously~ they like wearing typical clothes which matrep usually wear and wearing earings the same colour as their clothes. Kalau satu orang takpe, ni sume pulak tuu plus kawan2 sekali. -.-
no offence~
haha. Well, since having common test for the last last week i guess, get the results and i did pass. yay! :D
Currently, im doing nothing. Updating my blog and twitter. Later i'll be going out. Baby told me, we'll be watching movie, Clash of the Titans and will be going for the Singapore Flyer. Great! for the first time. haha. i'll be updating soon alright when im free. Tc.

i want that baby~

2010-03-22T22:23:00.001+08:00

IM TIREDDDDDDDDDDD~

2010-03-21T14:13:00.003+08:00

Great, im so sleepy!
Ohshit! I need to get plenty of rest! Actually, im preety lazy to update since im free and ive got the time too, let me post one. Sorrry for the late post cause im buzy lately. haha.
Been three days straight i guess, Me & Bby go to town,
We go shopping buy clothes and everything. gaa~ Since ive got the money and ape lagiii~ hehk^^ Yesterday was a blazt, watch movie, How to train your dragon! I'll tellya' its really amazing! You should watch it okaaaaay :D but i watch it in 3D version.
The dragon was so cute that it got its name Toothless~ huak. Yesterday, woke up in the morning like 7am since mummy wake me up): Im still sleeeeepy~ she asked me to help her with something. & i awake, take shower, and off to sleep back after get my hair dry. perangai PIG~ hhaha~ Mummy keep on nagging. Supposed to reach at baby's crib around 11. Since i sleep like a pig, do you think im going to wake up in time? haha.
But i did okaaay! Seeeee~ ^^ wake up like around 9 and was supposed to leave my house at 1030 cause the bus will be late for sure. So i hurriedly get my self ready and reach baby's crib around 11. ^^ My legs hurts wearing those high heels~ wthell for im wearing those high heels where i'll be wearing shoes when i reach baby's crib -.-
Ohgucci~ thought that im late on that moment, cause baby kept on calling me but in the end, when i came, he still haven't ready[:
So, wait him and his family to get ready and off around 12 proceed to Hyatt hotel which was at Orchard. Its raininy on that moment. I guess, this month is raining season, soo irritating[:
Reached there, okaay, firstly, baby starving like hell and ate alottttt. Not alot on one plate, but plenty of plates with different kind of food. Actually, we can take whatever foodzxzxzz was there. Hehe. So ate ate untill 3 and we got to go cause its dinner time to them.
Woah~! so early -.- So plaaan, and proceed to watch movie that i told you earlier on,.
You guys, should watch it^^ very funnnnnnnnnnny~
After watch movie, proceed meet kak nyana one place, plaaaaan where to go next and off to the Singapore Flyer place,. besides, we're hungry eventhough we're not. Get what i mean? Tak phm diaaam~[:
Chitchat, Take pictures, Eateat Popeye`
Around 10 proceed Home Sweeet Home.

And todaaaaay~ woke up at 9 exactly, my sister woke me up this time. Pisst me off, i tell ya' i cant even get a goooooooodnight sleeep. At night, i cant sleeep, but in the morning, its hard for me to get awake, Pemalas[: Mimi tauuuuuuuuuuu^^
Since today my house is fully open. hehek. What i meant was, Open house[:
So my relatives and cousins came these morning, im really exhausted and sleepy. Since there got plenty of foodzxxzzxz cooked by mummmy[: so ape lagiiiiiiiiii~ makan uh.
Pictures, im really lazy to upload. hehek. Sorrrrrrry~

Halllllllllllllllllllllooooo

2010-03-14T22:24:00.003+08:00

Had a great great day with family just now. Now, im really exhausted and wanting to go to bed soon but im not that sleeppy. -.- Its still earlyy~ Currently, chatting,facebook-ing, updating my twitter. Gosh, im waiting eagerly to reborn my hair, soon as someone get paid, or wait till my birthday comes? -.- pff. Lameee pe. Nevermind. I still cann wait(: blueck.

Today i was like the last person to wake up when im the first person to sleep yesterday. i don't know why these days i felt so tired. sigh. Maybe i always going out and didint stay at home for like a day? i guess so. haha. At 11 woke up and straight take a shower and off getting ready to go for a wedding. Since then, my mum kept nagging cause im like the last person to wake up where everybody already has awake. Not alwayys what~
Off headed to that place theeen, it was freaking hot i tellya'. sigh. but nevermind, since im reallly hungry, i betta eat. After eating, chilling for a while, then need to send mummy to get her work done before my sister late to fetch her bf. sorrrrry~ i didin't accompany you, ive got my reasons okaaay. My leg hurts and im sleeeeeepy [: hehe...
Reached home, and i did sleep like a pig after a while on the fone with bby. alaaa, brape minute je, jadilaa. then around 4 out again. im reallllly tired okaaay.

Tomorrow meet baby. yes, main gameee lagiiii pe? ^^
Freaking bored cause baby go out meet aeps and i left alone. hmp. Nevermind its okaaaaaaaay babi. =P

Yey, school holidays start already and i've got the chance to sleeep like a pig~ Tuesday plan out to Sentosa. Naaaaaaak swimm~ heeehs. so long i've never got the chance to go. buhuuu):
I miss baby. Random huh? i knooow. i don't know why all of the sudden. hmm. i know you miss me too right? :D haha. okaaaaay. im tired of typing, huak! sorrrry peoples. next time for the next update alright. take care.

from the beginning

2010-03-11T21:50:00.002+08:00

There'll always be YOU in my heart and no others would replace YOU or take YOU away from me. Believe me.

Happppy Birthday Nur Amirah

2010-03-10T21:31:00.003+08:00

Whyyy i upload your picture so smaaaaall. tating pe. blueck!
Sorrrrrrry bitch ass. Hehek!
Happppppppppppppy 16th Birthdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
Senyum senyum selalu. Free kite keluaaaa ok?(:
Actually its tomorrow righttt? taaaau, but i know that tomorow i have no time to update cause im lazyyyy~ so update todaaaay ok? seeee, im trying to be a goooood girlfriend to you.
I still did remember yr birthday okaaaay chibs. xD
Well, beeen a few years we've been together as a bestfriend and i still proud to say that you are till now. saaaaaayng kauuuu, love you manymanymany! xDD
Nak present, isaaaaaaaap dulu ok? muah*
tooodles bitcccccccccch =P

Pigpigpigpigpig

2010-03-10T21:27:00.002+08:00

Im sleeeeeeeepy~ seriously. Like i need a day to sleeep soundly. For like a few hours i get to sleeep then need to wake up for school. -.-
pfft. okaaay, naaaaak tduuuuu :D Goodnight.

My Girlfriend

2010-03-07T13:44:00.002+08:00

Hello peeopleee. Alright, fast update here, soo what should i start first? errr, ohyah, ive read yr blog darling. awww~ so sweet of you. No matter what happens, i'll always be there for you through ups and downs. i'll never dissapoint you eventho you're at wrong or not. i'll always be there friend. (: Seeeee, im trying to be a good girlfriend here to you. huak! sooo cute. haha. never thought that yr family treats me like that. im so touched. well, anything dun hestitate to let out your probelms with me alright. im here to listen too. Let people say what they wanna say hunney.
Thanks you baby for always being by my side. from sec 1 till now, we've never gone through a big fight only for some misunderstanding.

Iloveyoutoo, Siti Nabilah bte Mohd Ismail :D

Huak, alright, im going out soon, accompany mummy to take stuffs. bbyeeeeee love. *wink

2010-03-06T13:17:00.002+08:00

Having stomach cramps & ive just got it yesterday. It hurts really badly. Yes, it does! Guess what, yesterday i kept going to the toilet for like 6 times as usually if i got up to the toilet like pletny of times, ive got food poisoning. Goood! Since this morning, Just updating my twitter & waiting for baby to wake up, and eat alot. Currently watching tv and chatting with dearest diniah. Planning to save money for another shopping since now im broke just that ive only got my lil' saving left for it to be kept and to be use whenn in need. sigh. After N trying to find work if ive got the time too. Buck up mimi, since that ive been slacking alot which i suppossed to be stuyding.

Ohya, before i forget, Happpppy Birthdaaaay Abg Waaaaaaaan! Congrats as you'll be daddddy soon & senyum senyum selaluuuu(: Trying to keep my blog updated since ive kept on MIA like a few times already. Soooooory. hhehk.
Im so sleeepy still. haha. update sooon when im free alright. bbye! :D

Unbreakable

2010-03-05T20:34:00.002+08:00

I love you khairuddin (:

Truth

2010-03-04T09:57:00.001+08:00

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep… wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’ re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU… The one who turns to his friends and says, “thats her”….”

2010-03-04T09:42:00.001+08:00

Bonnie and Clyde,
All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend
Down to ride, till the very end, its me and my boyfriend

Love.

2010-03-04T09:11:00.001+08:00

“How can anyone be afraid of love?
How can they not? When you love someone… truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt-you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul. And when they do strike, it’s crippling-like having your heart carved out. It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them. What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you? To have it happen once is bad enough… but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?”

hey you,

2010-03-02T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hi Bitch Ass!

Dont leave me

2010-03-01T19:42:00.004+08:00

Been days ive not updating my blog, and still ive got no idea what to update.Been buzy lately, yes i really do! These few days ive got a lot of test that teacher give to me and guess what,
i failed by few marks only-.- Wthell! need to work hard the next comming test. Oh Great!

I love my baby so much. i dont know how to show my love to him. I miss the way he usually pampered. Miss the way he smile towards me. Miss the way he hug me tight. Miss the way he kiss me at my cheeks. Miss the way we joke around. Miss the way we sleep together. Miss the way he says IMISSYOU. Miss the way he send me sweet msges like few months past. Miss the way he makes me felt like im forever and forever ever his. Over ehh. heh :D Miss the way his cute look whenever his late to meet. Miss the way we fight for over small things and get over it like about 4 to 5 hours.I need, want him more than ever. We've once apart, but now, we've been together till this 8 months plus of ours. I don't want it to happen it again. Prove me wrong, boy. We've shared from top to bottom and yet we stay strong. Im sorry if these days ive make you mad. hehk! ^^ Blueck!

i loveeeee her!

2010-03-01T16:35:00.003+08:00

I loveeeeeeeeee you.

Buzy with my lifes nowadays. Sorry if im not updating my blog daily cause im buzy with school stuffs plus im tired at times. So bear with it alright. Will update what i could so it wont look that dead. People complains about my blog looks reaaly dead. cause it been days ive not updating my blog. Hahaaaa. Sorrry lovely. Alright, wait till i update soon. tcaire! :D

8mnthsary

2010-02-17T21:21:00.003+08:00

Happy 8mnthsary baby!
I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuu Khaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
Every 18th Till Eternity.
I really cherish our moments we had spend together all these month.
you've been a wonderful boyfriend ive ever asked. hehek!
Thanks hunney for what you had done towards me. I really appreaciate it(:

Fck la

2010-02-15T17:38:00.003+08:00

Guess what? Im freaking way tooo bored out here. Seriously, like of course. Everybody was like buzy with their own stuffs and im here all aloneee. Can you imagine that. Goooooood, even my closee one. Dun even understand my feelings, how i feel and whatso ever fck. Nobody even ask me out. sigh. Boreeeeeeeed -.- !
Stuck at home alone and its really annoying. really annoying. Nothing to do just lying down, watch stupid shows, and yet i don't feel like want to eat. Its been the whole day ive not eaten. goshhh! My anger i just cant control. Im mad at everybodyy. Gooooood. I'll be mad when somebody ask me to do stupid thing at home etc just stay at home/sleeeeep. How am i gonna feel alright wheeen everyone that i need buzy with their own stuffs and had no time for me.
Seriously, i really felt restless.
Life? Well, buzy with my life and ive got no time to update my blog. Buzy preparing my performances that gnna be held soon at school. gosh, and i havent yet even remembered the steps. Yesterday and the previous days spend time with bby and had dinner with his family. Had a great time though.
Last week, ive got test and im really sure that im going to fail due to not concentrating in class neither revising. Goood. huak!
Sorry ive not been updating my blog regularly. Plus im lazy sometimes to update. Hehek! Sorry peeeeps^^ Soon when im free, i'll try to update it as soon as possible alright babieeeeees?

Alright update soon, bbye. tcaires(:

Missing you

2010-02-08T00:19:00.000+08:00

I miss khai):

Pity me (:

2010-01-31T17:46:00.002+08:00

Good, im sick! it really psst me off. My head really wanna bursts. Head banging that's how it felt. Tomorrow monday and im still schooling. I cant even take mc unless my sickness is worsen. *sigh. Wanted to meet baby but he asked me to stay at home. oh well, better stay at home.
&& thanks hunny for taking care of me yesterday. Soooo sweeeeeeet (: i really hope that i recover as soon as possible. i cant take it anymore. Someone help me )':

Beautiful Day

2010-01-30T12:53:00.002+08:00

2010-01-29T18:39:00.003+08:00

Hello readers. Been a long time ive not been doing a proper update. Well, been buzy lately with some stuffs. And im unsure whats kept on my mind that makes me keep thinking and wondering. *sigh. I don't know why. I felt restless sometimes and my feelings aren't the same.
To say ive got plenty of problems and i don't know what was it. Gosh, whats troubling me? i felt helpless.
Schoool? School was fine. nothing intresting. Only that bunch of monkeys kept bullying me and making me psst off. F*** I know im short. Hrmph! So irritating. Well, i tried to act as if i cried and yes, they did stop bullying me and felt guilty of doing that. ^^
Trying to cheer myself up on anything that upset me. Gosh!
haha. before i talk craps here, let me end my post peeps. Update soon, when im free. Bbye!

its true

2010-01-28T19:48:00.003+08:00

Its true that i misses you so much.
I miss the way you hug me,
the way you kiss me.
the way you hold me hand.
Having youu by my side really made my day but
Firstly, one think ive got to say to you is that, Im sorry.
Im sorry that ive made you mad or make you angry towards me.
i just don't meant it. and im not asking for it to happened.
i just cant bear to see us qurrel or even see you mad at me.
im so deeply sorry hunney. Admit im wrong, and can you just accept my apology?
i really do love you.
Since then, im speechless. i don't know what else to say.
You can say whatever you like. its ok.
I just need one think, i just want you by my side right now. i really need you cause i really misses you damn fucking much.
When will it end?

2010-01-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

2010-01-28T17:54:00.003+08:00

No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise. To give something up in order to gain something greater. The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.

2010-01-21T09:56:00.001+08:00

theresbeautyinthebreakdown:

Buhhhhhho):

2010-01-21T09:32:00.003+08:00

Hello! Boo sexy readers! Since ive got the time to update one before my next lessons start, let me post one okay? Been surfing the net since just now, facebook and so called. My teacher out of the sudden let us for the 3 period could use to surf the nettt. Goood right? ^^ Well, today no practice. if not die die saaa. Practice every week. Sigh. My leg cramp so badly due to the practice i had yesterday.): Guess what, this morning i woke up my tooth was in pain so badly that i couldnt even talk for like a minute. huak! i dunt know what troubling that makes it pain so badly. I guess i ate too much of junk food? Perhaps, i'll be eating porrigge for the few days onwards. To bad, i cant even eat or talk in a proper way. Gosh, its really does hurt.
Baby having his lesson in his class, maybe. After this would be my mother tongue lessson. Which will gonna be a lecture for like every half an hour.
haha. Alright i betta get gooing since my lesson gonna end soon.
Bbybye! (:

The Fact

2010-01-21T09:20:00.000+08:00

2010-01-21T09:08:00.000+08:00

i miss the broken promises
and angry words
and all the little things
that made us cry.

i miss the tears that made us who we are
and the laughter that
used to fix everything in the end.

i miss the sound of our hearts beating
together when you held me
and i miss the feeling of completion
when your fingers were locked with mine.

i miss the late-night conversations
about dreams for the future,
OUR dreams, together.

have you forgotten,
darling,
all the things we’ve shared?

our craziest fantasies,
that shy little word (forever?)
and the possibility
that we’d never need
to let go.

i miss the secret little kisses
and the teasing little fingers
that would skate across skin.

i miss the i love yous
and the i miss yous
that were mutual
and honest.

i miss the emails from
across the room
and the text messages
that woud light up my screen.

i miss the smiles
and the happiness
and everything else
that made the world
seem so much easier to bear.

a relationship takes two people,
to start and end,
but you never got my permission
and that’s my license
to never let go.

by anonymous

Khaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

2010-01-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

tired

2010-01-20T20:44:00.002+08:00

Hello readers. Time shows exactly 845pm and i really felt freaking tired after the whole day of my practice. Besides, its already been 3 days straight i kept on comming home late from school. Huak!
Guess what, ive changed my blogskins, well, i dont know why i love to change it. This blogkskins more likely to be simple. Hehe.
Today school, as per normal. Nothing much interesting & guess what ^^ i fell down. hehe. Cuteeeee right! taaauuuuuuuuuu xD
Alright, wait till i update my blog againn, wait till im free and im not that lazy alright for like 2 to 3 weeks time, hahah(: tcaire (:

Baby

2010-01-18T23:02:00.003+08:00

Haaaaappppy 7 Annnniversaaryyyyyy Khaaaaaaaiiiiiiiii ^^
Well, i've never fail to wish on every of our anniversary ^^ usually im the first one. huak! Somebody ferget that our anniversary is today): its oke. Its still counting and
Still stays strong liked we always do. I've never gave up on our love. To me, your someone who is so precious that when i losee it someday, i don't know what will happen. As i know for now, im much appreciated on what you've done towards me. The fun time moments we had together. Spend time every seconds with you. Each day sharing our love together. We've gone through alot from top to bottom.
Many obsticles that came through between us but still we stand for each other. Gooood! 3 years of knowing you and we've once been together before. Never thought i could get you back in my life. Once i lose you felt like there's no more tomorrow. hahhaa. over saaa xDD
Yeaaa, seee, im tryna being a good girlfriend and yes ive made it this far. (:
Well, i'll never look at others rather thaaan you. Your my one & Only.
Sometimes, i dun mind if your tryna to make me jealous with your F******** huak! i understand you and i trusted you. I know you dont meant it in that kind of way right? just dont go too far okay, I'll bite you. there's a limit ok ass! :D
Happy 7mnthsary! (:

hello!

2010-01-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hello sexy, hot readers! Currently, ive just ate my dinner which i'll be off to sleep soon. huak! Time shows exactly 930pm and im very tired. More worst is that my leg hurts badly that i couldnt even walk properly. Ouch! Muscle cramps everyday. Goood!
Besides, i miss baby so much. Miss spending time with him, hug him, kiss him. More thaaan that. Misses him more.
Well, been busy with school stuffs these few days and yet i had no time to spend time with him only for weekend):
Nevermind, its ok. Will be meeting him tomorrow, right hunns(: So basically, dance has been cancelled due to no slot for the dance to perform. Too bad. But we've plan to perform during the Chinese New Year on the February which is just next month. There's alot of step i need to catch up as i cant quite remember mostly. Sigh.
Next Monday would be our Anniversary that supposed to be our 7mnthsary together.So fast that our anniversary kept on going and i didn't even realiased it.& Stop bitch for being a wall between us. Fcukkkkkkk you. Opps~ Huak!
Klaa, i'll update as soon as im free(:

2010-01-14T09:45:00.003+08:00

Boo! Since i had few minutes left for my next lesson, let me post one since im trying to update my blog regularly. how good am i(: Next lesson of mine would be my mother tougue lesson. Good! gosh, last period would be my science lesson. today ive got malay dance practice. ugh. how tired everyday go home late. Miss spending time with baby lately cause im buzy with my cca and soo on. next time okay.
heheeee. alright, im hungryyy, waiting for my recess timeeee ^^ update soon okay loovee :D
tcaire. bbbye!

Need you badly

2010-01-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

need/want

2010-01-13T21:41:00.003+08:00

I want new handphone, Gosh, without new one, how the hell am i going too read my messages properly as my screen has a big mole on it -.- Ass right. sigh!
Wanting new watchhh, Great!
New mp3 soo i could listen to music wheneverrrr i go. Pfft!
Wanting new slipers
Get hair done;
New jeans,
New dress!
Guess what, im craving wanting to eat donut, KFC,! yummy. Never had the chance to buy one): Too bad! Its okehh. Will get to eat soooooon ^^

MiMi

2010-01-13T21:00:00.003+08:00

My stomach really hurts.
Been to toilet for like 5 times ): Ouch!
Aloha readers! Soo long ive never had the time to update my blog. SorySorrySorrySorry! :D Since im free and ive just renew my blogskins. Simple that's all i could say. hehek! Currently, chatting with baby, facebook and listening to music. Been few days ive returned home late. Mummy nowadays kept on nagging over small issue -.- I don't geddit why. Acting weird nowadays. sigh.
After school, go to Aeps's crib since he wants me to do something with his hair. Nevermind, at least i get something toooo after i did his hair^^ So get is hair done, and its quite marvelous although its not that perfect. Well, everybody not perfect(: duhhhh~ soo yah, make his hair, and in the end, i really did a great job. thanks to me ehh aeps~ you owwe me something.
At school today, was great. Only that i can't stand the way my p.e teacher torchering me. soo pathetic. Its my bad too for not running the 2.4. hehek! Im freaking bored. Plenty of homework and im lazy to do. Great!
errrrrr, alright, i'll update as soon im free.
bbbyyyye ^^

Live, Love. Lie

2010-01-07T19:46:00.003+08:00

Random picture taken at Teeq's Crib.

Hello readers. Well, since ive not update my blog for the past few days. Sorry peeps. Been lazy to update one since im free and got nothing else to do, ape lgiiii. First day, second day and the following day of school was fine as usual. Been missing few of my friends, of course! nyett~ but at last ive got to meet them. Full of craps rules been given to us. So pathetic! -.-'
Guess what, ive gain weight. Mok! Bam! pfft! During holidays been eating alot of junk foods, that's the reason why i should blame for those who ask me to eat alott. Blueck! =P
Recently, ive been sleeping early, Don't even why i felt tired each day. Baby asleep right now, and Currently, ive been surfing the net, facebook since this afternoon.
i miss my long hair thenn this current hair ive got now. huak!
Will wait for my hair to grow back again and maybe i'll perm my hair, cannnnnnnnn??
Whatcha say bout' that?

2010-01-07T19:45:00.000+08:00

Random

2010-01-02T18:53:00.002+08:00

School starts on Monday! -.-' Pfft!

I love you

2010-01-02T18:38:00.001+08:00

Girlfriends

2010-01-02T18:25:00.002+08:00

Not having

2009-12-30T00:20:00.003+08:00

Last night call with dearest teeq and babylove.

Good that she called. So long never had long night talk with her. haha. Been a while thenn. Random conversation. Talked, Gossips and plenty of things that we spoke. Wanted to call dearest eiyla but she didnt pick up the phone. Too bad. Feeling worried at the same time as her mom text teeq asking where she was as its already 130am.

Haha.

Time now is exactly 1231am and im not yet sleepy. My eyes still couldnt shut. Well, tomorrow betta meet up with girlfriends. These few days been spending most of my time with family. Isn't that great? Enjoying life as it is. Well, its been days never had the space to spend time together. Had enough. Since each of us buzy spending time with their own life as the way it is. Since this afternoon plan to go eastcoast park for cycling and one word that i could say it was a blazt! Procced to P.ris to buy shoes and other stuffs. Bump into my long lost bestfriend. Really misses her so much, at last get the chance to meet and hug her like i always do ^^ Get my favourite sushi and proceed fetch my sister and head home sweet home. Pictures ive had upload at my facebook and im lazy to upload here. Sorry readers.

Lets drop the topic on that. Lately ive been missing someone really badly. So badly that i couldnt even stop thinking about him every single minute. yea, you may think that im lying. well, nobody ever misses you this much like i do. Maybe there's someone but not more than i do. blueck!(: okay, Since its already been few days past, and im really stuck at home spending time with lovely people. and my prepaid somehow low. More worst couldnt contact that much as my handyphone spoiled. Good to me! Congrats mira! -.- Kept throwing phone without any reasons. Badluck! oh goody, how am i going to get new phone? anyone? mummy? hey, lets get back to where we stop, oh yah, that's why. It hardly get to know how you've been doing all this while. Feeling betta. Youre getting sick each days with the cough, flu and other sort of illness you had. huak! Hope you get well soon baby.Sometimes i just cant understand what i felt each times. To feel that im jealous? i dont know. To feel that im insecure? i dun know? Lonely? Dun evenn feel like im belong to someone? i dunt even know. Confused. Maybe.

Tryna having fun, enjoying life as it is. Feeling awkward. sigh. Maybe i just need time to sort things out and just go with what had been made. hhaaa.

Betta get some sleep, as i'll be meeting girlfriends later on.

Long post for today. hhaaa. Will update soon when im free okay readers. Stay tunned. Bbye!

Desire

2009-12-28T17:02:00.004+08:00

Baby i miss you alot! and get well soon ok.

Get enough rest hunney(: Lyou.

2009-12-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

Just went back from baby's crib and its nearly 1am. gosh, betta get some sleep. Im soooo sleeepy. Huak!

2009-12-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hello sexy! Time shows going to 11pm. Im updating my blog as usual. Currently, ive been watching tv and nothing much to do. Baby is asleep and im freaking bored. Pig saaaa xD
Nevermind. Tomorrow im going out with family same goes on the following day but ive got plan with baby to celebrate baby's daddy birthday with his family. Clash right! Guess i need to manage my time.
Today is Christmas and nothing interesting much. Huak! and i think i'll cancel on cutting my hair short. hahha. No idea what style to cut.. cuttttte right (:
Alright, i'll update it later theeen.

2009-12-24T18:23:00.003+08:00

Hello. Currently at baby's crib. As usual, his sleeping like pig -.- nyett! Besides, he wakes up early just cause of the weather so cold. like asss right. huak! luckily iloveyou. So i ask him to sleep since he always complain that he's sleepy. Irritating right. i knoooow. haha. Since 2 plus at his crib and now time shows exactly, 6.24pm which means, at 7 plus he awakes, maybe. Since im bored and had nothing to do, better i update one post.

Currently, chat with dearest fifi at facebook since we both bored. huak! like no life right, always get bored. tauuuu!(:

Using his Macbook Pro, first time using it. huak! Nevermind, i'll get use to it someday. Chrismas's Eve is today, no plaaan. so just chill at baby's crib with his mom. Sweeeeet!

Well, next week would be the last week of school holiday. & here i am not ready for school yet. School's stuff haven yet to ready and im soooo lazy. Seriously. Pfft!

Guess i'll end my post here since ive got nothing to say.

Bye Ass!

2009-12-23T19:02:00.004+08:00

Let me do a random post ok. Since ive got nothing to do at home. Laying around like fat ass pig, why not i update my dead blog. I'll try to update it regularly if i had the time alright. Y'know, sometimes im buzy with some stuffs, boyfy and family and friends. Sorry.

Time shows exactly 7.28pm. Surfing the net, facebook, chatting since this afternoon. bored enough and im soo wanna go out tomorrow. huak! Shall meet baby tomorrow, boleh ehh kauu?

Currently, im hungry. before i grab something to eat. i want new handyphoney. ): current handphone spoilt due to my careless. Drop my phone plenty of times whenever im mad. Cuttte right. tauuuuuuu! xD

Recently, i've been surfing the net on wanting to get new dress, handphone, shoes, bracelet.they were all freaking nice. how am i going to get them without any money. goood, another problem):

huak~ will be getting job as soon as possible.

Random pictures that ive found while surfing the net. Nice right the dress and i want more bracelet. gegek! will buy more someday. Jum b! xD

2009-12-22T17:31:00.002+08:00

Hello sexy.
What should i do with my hair? i thought of wanting to cut it short but my thoughts kept thinking should i cut or not? what do you think? hmm. We'll see bout that. I want to cut before school reopens.
Been buzy with my stuffs nowadays. and had no time to do proper update. Pictures only ive upload. Sorry.
Been buzy with baby this past few weeks. Going out, to baby's crib. Had so much fun spending time with him. huak! and there's something funny that i kept on thinking and laughing about, righttttttt BABY BOI! huak~ mampos aku lau dier bace. hahha. sorrrry! :D
Next year i guess i'll start finding job. soo that ive got money to spend rather then nothing. if im not that lazy. hehe. New year is comming, still no plann yet. hmm. i'll see bout' that. Raining kept on going these past few days. so irritating. kept me shivering):

I just miss love so much. i just cant imagine what my life could be without you here. awwww, sweet kannn aku? tauuuuuuuu xD

your my

2009-12-20T19:22:00.003+08:00

Happy 6mnthsary khai! :D

Its a late wishhh, tauuuuuu(: Since ive got plenty of free time let me update one.

Let me tell you about this guy above. He's one of a kind guy that many peoples talk about. Well, heard plenty of stories but you know why i choose him, cause i love him very much. yes, i do. We known each other for 3 years plus, used to be together and went ups and down together, but still our love stay strong always. i adore him the way he treats me like his only one. i appreaciate everything that he did. Afterall, i really glad that his mine till now. Shares jokes. laughter. and he never failed to make me smile and laugh. Your family have been very good to me and i really appreaciate what they did towards me. (:

Always by his side, and thanks hunney for the treat yesterday. Mostly, for everything.. its a memorable to me. And very unforgetful moments.

Lets keep this going and stay strong as always.

Let people envy us, let them talk what they want. Gossip all you could but what i know is, my feelings still wont change to love this one guy and that's khai.

i love you khairuddin.

2009-12-13T20:26:00.007+08:00

Hello sexy readers. Tooday is Sunday, soo been spending time with family. Basically, wanted to meet baby but i could not make it. Sorry huns (: Meet you some otha days alright. Soo ive been accompanied my mum to Hougang for some occasion, cuko rambot. For sure thought that its a wedding ceremony but my thoughts were wrong. Quite far though. haha. Lazy to elaborate more on this. Huak~
I miss my babygirls like alot, wanting to meet you girls on the day school reopens, was like to late. hmm, i'll try to have the time spend with you girls alright?(:
To mimicine, Have a save trip darls to Vietnam and other 3 places. ^^ heehs. Been a long time ive never do a proper update. Sorry. ive just had no time and besides i am lazy. thats the main thing. ^^ Pictures will do, at least it tells something right? hahaaa,
Craving to eat alot of foods which the first thing was popeye ^^ anyone?
Recently, ive had received ghazi's letter in the afternoon which i was not at home on that day, if i am not wrong. i wonder what botak been up to or something that he shares with ghazi about me. hmm. forget about it.
i'll update soon alright? bbbye Ass!

zooo

2009-12-13T12:59:00.002+08:00

Hello readers, so long waiting for me to update my blog. Sorry readers. huak~ alright, here's the pctures i went to the zoo with baby and others on the 10th. Not much pictures ive upload, i'll upload the rest maybe once ive get it from baby. Thanks for the day kak nyana and the rest :D
Let the pictures explained everthing alright. bbye!

no one

2009-12-08T21:46:00.002+08:00

I’m imperfect and you’re my picture of perfection
One boy can change a girl’s life in ways no one can imagine.

Like you

2009-12-08T20:47:00.004+08:00

Hello readers. Let me do a proper update since ive just upload just pictures and pictures on the previous post. Sorrrry~ ^^ Basically, today stayed at home since today is my dearest sister birthday. Next comming birthday would be me. Ohh well. Will get plenty of present sooon. * evil laugh* Well, pictures i really lazy to upload it. hahaaa, Past few days been with baby all day. but still i miss you budo.

Nak kentutttttt lagi b? xDDD

Hheheee, alright i'll update again. need to get my things done first. bbbye!

Happy Birthday!

2009-12-08T19:54:00.002+08:00

Happy 14 Birthday sweety(:

Being the most greatest sister afterall i did love you. We've qurrel for sometimme and yet we still stays strong no matter what. For like just 5 minutes of fight that's why i love you more. hehe. Today yr great day hope your wish come true hunney. Hope you liked the present that i gave you.

Stay preety and chubby always alright.

i'll always be there for you baby.

Like you

2009-12-07T21:50:00.001+08:00

And affection cause i'll be your protection
Kinda hard job but i'll do it to perfection

those days.

2009-11-30T19:17:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late update. Lazy to elaborate what ive been doing lately(: Pictures will explained clearly alright.

Pictures

2009-11-25T22:24:00.002+08:00

2009-11-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

Another day goes by whereby i started to miss you already love):

2009-11-22T16:36:00.003+08:00

Hello readers. Let me update one for you since ive got nothng to do at home. Today, stayed at home, as no plaaan for today. same goes for tomorrow i guess? Today woke up at 1030. gosh, i cant even have a peaceful sleep yet my mum kept on nagging as past few days i kept on waking up late. hehhh. Dearest Diniah called me at around 1 plus cause she's bored. Since ive so longg never heard from her. Miss her so much. haha. Miss my girlfriends(:

Currently, doing nothing, watch tv. Easily get bored these days. freaking bored. oh well, this post belongs to one of my gfs. ive just heard from someone about i, new problems came up. Ive soo longg never heard from you. You used to shared your problems with me and asked me to keep secret. Yes, i still keep it darling(: i know you cant go anywhere you used to go and right now, you could only, stayed at home and be home on time. Your still young so am i. and its hard for you to face this thing all by yourself. thinked twice before something bad happened again. imy. ohh well, goodluck in everything(: i'll always be there sweety.

Another thing was that, hate people tryna be selfish even if his/her own bloods? omg, its really frustrating. yea yea, i knw, you hate sharing, betta still have your own home or something ? -.- or either find yourself your own shelter, food or something. of course, i am really mad.Reaaaaaaly are. not that mad, but i get irritated with your attitude. Still the same, OLD you. -.-'' You may scold anyone you want, and whatever you like, but hey remember girl, everyone will walk away from you and don't bother asking why, cause you'll know the answer sweety(: Iam not going to state your name here, dont worry hunney. as iam tooo lazy to type outtt your name here, and you did it not once but PLENTY of times. oh well, congrats ~ really appreaciate it alott. so many people knw yr attitude more. i guess you really tryna figured yourself who you really are huh(: Goodluck. You may knw who you are someday & full of regrets. & you've once said that, ive been acting good these days towrds you because of something and i never appreaciate what ive got? wth. what for i should appreaciate things you did to me afterall, you'll be the same? For like 5 minute of your good attitude? should i appreaciate that? You knw who am i? So? iam not that kinda 'girl' you thinked it is, as iam not!
-.-ive got my own feelings and brain to thinked. Maybe for you, you want everything. take all of it. All yours baby(: What you said was all right. but you didnt realised that you have hurt mostly the peoples you loved including me, darling(: i dont take things for granted and i do appreaciate what ive got and thanks for what uve done to me lately(: Hope, you realised someday, that you acted selfish. not selfish anymore, but its way too over limit.

Good, i am really hungry): wanting to eat burger. oh well bbbbye!

2009-11-20T20:30:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday, no plaaaan for me. stayed at home for the rest of the day. tomorrow i am not sure yet should i go out or just stay at home like these past few days.. oh well. Currently, ive just changed my blogskins AGAIN! -.- hehhhh. i donnow why i like to changed blogskins. HAH~ nevermind. at least ive got one(:

As for yesterday, let me wish to my beloved sister & kakak nawarrah, Happy 21st Birthday alright. May yr wish come true. hope you liked the card that i gave you(:

nice rightttt. i knowwww ^^

Next cumming birthday would be fifie(:

Okay back, i eat alot these days. non-stop. don't knw why. well, plenty of foods mummy have cooked. why not, i eat all rightttt(: Fat Ass. hahhaa.

hold my hand

2009-11-20T19:51:00.006+08:00

i miss my baby right now): i need him right beside me.. ily hunney(:

baby,

2009-11-18T17:45:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 5MNTHSARY BABY.

& i love you so much(:

thanks for everything on what u've done twards me. really really appreaciate it love.

sayaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnng kau! *wink

Pictures

2009-11-16T19:00:00.006+08:00

Hello. here's the leftover pictures. let the pictures explained alright. the whole outing to

Baby's crib-tamp watch movie-eat kfc-under Aeps void deck-baby's crib-home sweet home

2009-11-12T16:11:00.003+08:00

Hello readers. Since ive got nothing to do at home, let me update one post for you alright? believe that today i stayed at home tha whole day? hehhhhh, yeap, thats true. Spend time with family for today. Tomorrow will be going out with baby and friends to catch a movie. At last get tha chance to watch movie. yey! As for Yesterday accompany sister to her school as she need to checked something on than proceed to tamp1 and bby called as he want to meet me. So than, proceed to meet baby nearby Aeps' void deck and slack.

Currently just finished eating and do nothing. Baby out with his friends. Ohh, i miss girlfriends so muchh. Rara out to Jakarta. Have a save trip sweety[:
Craving to eat Soeul Garderns. Sooo long never had tha chance to eat. Last i know that ive been eating Soeul Garderns during my birthday. Sister's treat. Well, there's always next time[:

Been missing baby lately. Although sometimes i meet him, i stil do miss him. ): hehhhhhh. Well, shall meet baby tomorrow. [: bbbye!

BOY,

2009-11-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

Just so you know that'

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUU,

Till Eternity.

p/s: comming 5mnthsary of ours loved!

2009-11-09T19:26:00.003+08:00

Today stayed at home and all i do sleeppppp and sleep. cutteee right? haha. Pig Ass Girl. Well, tomorrow iam not sure should i go out or just sit at home? hmm. i think about it later. Short update for today. Need to get my stuff done first alright. I'll update once iam free. Bbbyee!

Baby, you

2009-11-06T15:45:00.006+08:00

It been days i never go out. Well, i don't really felt bored these days. I don't why. Spending time at home, sleeping, eat, watch tv that's all ive been doing for the past few days. To say like no life peoples, yeaaa, but i don't feel like one.
Today supposed to meet baby and i promise him yesterday but things that arent supposed to be came up and yea, misunderstanding between each other. Hais.

I don't know how and what else to explained to you anymore baby. Yea, i truly loved you but sometimes i just cant stand and face all those things. Its really complicated. Its true that i lied to you. more than once. Everybody make a mistakes, so do you. & i tried to make things right. But it went tha other way. I realised my mistake. You just cant believe what ive told you. I've made you upset and mad at me. & Made you say all those harsh words to me. & Admit, i cnt take it whenever you scolded me. I just dont know what else to say to you.
Nowadays, i admit i don't feel the loved that comes out from you. I dun feel it anymore. Each days i felt that yr far away from me. I miss everything on you that you used to gave me. I miss it. To face these problems, its hard for me. Your just dunnoe how i felt when iam here wanting you. & i trusts you no matter what. Iam sorry love if i hurt you again.
i just cant leave youuuuuuu baby.... [:

Hugs

2009-11-04T12:25:00.006+08:00

Hello Sexy Readers! Oh well, been a lonnnng time ive never updateeee my blog which i know i update last week? if I am not wrong about thatt? Sorryyyy[: hmm. Alright, to tell you i am bored, yeapp, i am freaking boredd. I meant it alrighht. Can somebody accompany me here?):

Hmm, Yesterday, tryna being a good daughter, of course. i did not go outt for the whole dayy. Good righhtttttt?[: i dunnoe why. I felt tired, that's the first thingg. As the previous days ive been going outt and made mummy nag at me non stopp. Seriously. Sorryyy mum ^^
& todayyy, i dont quite sureee yet should i or should not goo outt. Well, its rainy heavily today that mean i should not go outt and should take a napp since it been a days i kept on sleep latee. How ugly it was to have Panda eyes on my face): Well, i'll see bout' that aye?

Currently doing nothing much, eaten so much of foods. Ordered Pizza yesterday. Supposed to be going out with familly, but we're too lazyyy so sister ordered pizza and celebrate her advanced birthday as well. haha. And iam getting fatter each dayyy): Ouch!
Imissbabysoo muchh):

I don't know what else to sayy. Seriously, sometimes i felt weird with what i felt recently. *sigh. I just cant put my words properly to show how much i truly loved him. Words are just words. My feelings were just too mixed up to tell everything.
I am confused.

2009-11-01T11:54:00.004+08:00

Dead blog huh? Well, have you been reading the same post over and over again? haa~ Sorry if i am not updating my blog daily. Buzy pluss lazzy to update[: Since ive got nothing else to do, let me update one. Well, school closed. Good! It is Sunday today and my sister's birthday is comming up. What should i get for her? hmm. There's nothing interesting these days.

Let me tell you what ive been doing lately. As for Thursday, my teacher had arranged of playing Paint Ball and it was a great game afterall, i did played it well. Haha~ I dont' quite sure how to play actually as it has so plenty of rules. -.-' At last ive been bullied Mostly by the Instructors, shoot me for no reason. Fuckk yooooouuuuuuu. Oh well, who's the expert afterall after ive been praised by them. ^^

Hmm, Friday, th last day of school. And my class had this party going on. So much food provided as i am in-charge of asking people to bring foods on that day[: HAAA~ took pictures and sorrryy i don't have the pictures with me. On that day, had this meet-the parrent session at night. Oh well, Been planning to go with mamy but then, thinked again. nehmind. i could go and get it by myself. Meet baby at his crib and at around 8pm go to school take report book. Well, ive passed all my subjects only for one. accompany bby buy ciggs then proceed to his crib.

As for yesterday all day stayed at baby's crib with his family. & go home at around 1030. & today no plann yet.
-stay at home?
-meet baby?
-meet girlfriends?
-Accompany mamy?

Oh well, will see bout' that, if i am not lazy like piggggggggg . Bbbye!

2009-10-25T13:30:00.003+08:00

Hello readers. Yesterday went to my cousin's house which they celebrating dearest HanyRizqah Bufday and his lil cuuute brotha which just born last month? i thinked. haha. Supposed to come there early but due to the waiting of my aunty we came late in the end. Nevermind. Took bus 87 then drop off at Sengkang interchnge proceed take Lrt to Rhombia. Quite far righttt, but for me we just take like 50 minutes to reached there[: Poor sister, tyra wait us soo long. She finishes working Mac.Op at 6pm and meet us straight there. Eat, Chat, Take pictures and at around 9 proceed home.

& As for today, Didin't have the plannn yet. Maybe meet baby? Stay home? I dun know. I miss baby really badly :C How i wish i was right besides him now ):

Currently, doing nothing much, listening to music and right now updating my dead blog. Tmrow is Monday and will be going to school since there's nothing to do at home anyway. Girlfriend suggesting me to use tumblr.com than blogger. Well, i'll see bout' that aye? alright, i'll update my blog when i have the time again..[: bbyyee.

2009-10-23T21:15:00.003+08:00

Booo! Currently, having a slight headache): Today is Friday and nothing interesting happened today. Oh well, these days boredom kills me. I can't take it with the way things goes recently.
Exams results finally get to know, and guess what, ive passed all my exams. yey! ^^ i never thought i get the marks i didnt expected it to be. It may not be the marks that i wanted so buuuuttt at least ive tried rightttttttt? [:
In school, as usual, slack outside classroom, take pictures with girlfriends, which today i know that the Japenese students will be comming at our school. [: Its like hundreds of them and i seriously cant understand a single thing they were talking about. Weird language, but at least i know the greetings of theirs'[:

Tomorrow maybe i am going out with family as my cousin having a open house which supposed to be at Sengkang. & this is what i am lazy about.
Nevermind, we'll see about that aye? I am not sure yet.
School will end in this coming week. ^^ My stomach cramp since yesterday, How frustrating.
& another thing was, ive fainted yesterday): saddd right, but when i thinked again, the incident quite funny actually. I dont want to elaborate more on that. [: Currently chat with baby and dearest shirah. & i reallllyyyyyy wanted to watch movie, so long didnt have the chance to watch it): Someday the day will come.
Untill here alright, i'll update it soon when i have the time too. Bbbbye!

2009-10-21T19:51:00.004+08:00

Been thinking & wondering what should i do with my hair? hmmm..

Craving to eat something delicious):

Get a life mira!

2009-10-21T18:37:00.005+08:00

Its Wednesday, another day that kills me.):

Today ive got nothing to do at home. As usual, switch on lappy untill now,. Quite bored though sitting at home. Wanting to go out, sadly, theres' no plans yet,. anyone? hmm. Everything seems not right for me these days. Don't know why. To say ive got no mood, not that so, maybe? i dont know. Besides that, Imiss baby alot :C been wanting to meet him but its not a perfect time for today as he going out with his friends. Hais. Miss girlfriends too, someday we meet alright bbygirls? At last exams finally over, just waiting for the results, ive asked my teacher about my maths result yesterday at school, to say, ive fail the paper i don't quite sure as my teacher said that half of the class failed the paper. 0.o
Admit, half of my class cant managed to finished the whole paper actually. Blame the paper, its really freaking hard not us.

No school for today as its Markng day. & i am stuck in this house. -.-'' betta still plan with mimicine slack at her house. Seriously, i miss her doh):
Yesterday ive had a hard time to get myself to sleep. Its 430 am and still i could'nt get myself to sleep. My eyes wanting to sleep but it just couldnt keep shut. Panda eyes really makes me looked ugly right now. Having nightmares that baby have others besides me and more worst, he's playing behind my back. Nightmares really does scares me. Untill now, i couldnt get myself not to believe such things.
oh well, i trusts baby wont do such a things, am i right hunney? Tomorw school starts, i betta get enough sleep today so i wont sleep in school. Again -.-''
Somebody help me please, freaking FUCKING bored here. wish something could cheer me up. Iam really upset, nobody here's besides me. 3 days straight nobody at home. oh well, no used of talking because it will be the same for the same following day. Stupid girl. Haven eat for 2 days, just don't have any appetite to eat.
What could be worse than this?

-Sleep?
-Eat?
-Watch tv?
-Sing loudly in my bedroom? how cute ^^

2009-10-18T18:14:00.004+08:00

I tried to get my blog updated daily. Looks dead somtimes. At least ive update it like Thrice a week? -.- Basically today is Sunday. Tomorrow no school as its holiday and had no plans too. I wanted to catch a movie to watch 'Imagine That'. But iam not quite sure about that. Well, i'l see bout that. Today is our anniversary& iam staying at home? -.-

Baby out with his friends, iam not quite sure where they were going. As for yesterday, went out with dearest fifiee since she's bored at home. & she decided to asked me out. Besides that, decided to meet baby later on as he asked me to buy food for him since he's soo hungry. Pity him): Go out at 730pm and headed to TampinesMall. Fiffie wanted to buy her stuff and then proceed to Macdonald to buy food for baby. Before baby get mad, straight take 293 to meet him at the nearest Aepul's void deck. Sat down, talktalk, and headed home at 10 plus, if iam not wrong.

Currently, watching tv and iam freaking bored right now. Nothing else to do. No plans yet for tommorrow. grr!
oh well, i shall update again later alright? Craving to eat Seoul Gardens): , anyone? * evil laugh* Bbbyeee. tc. Happy Anniversary Pigg :D

Happy Anniversary

2009-10-18T15:24:00.005+08:00

Happy 4th Monthsaryy khaaiiiiiiiiiii!
ilyyooouuu[:

Although we were just 4mnths of our
aniversary and already known each other for 3 years, used to hate each other, be togetha. But still iam proud that our loves stay strong.

2009-10-15T10:58:00.003+08:00

-Craving for KFC):

-CPA Paper

-Listening paper

-Miss boyfy):

-Miss girlfriend):

2009-10-14T22:44:00.004+08:00

Its Wednesday! ^^

Simply i could say, iam freaking bored out here. BORED! what could be worse, staying at home like stupid asshole girl, doing the same thing over and over again,. Watching tv, eat? -.-'' tomrow , paper end at 845 as ive got science paper? iam not sure about that. oh well, Currently chat with baby right now, since ive got nothing else to do, i should update one right?

Left 3 more days left to exams. ^^ how great, waiting for the result too.
This week could be my 4th monthsary with baby. we've been so long untill i didnt notice its already been 4thmonsary of ours. How great could that be spending time with you.

& this refers to someone whom i really care, fifiee. Well, since its hard to talk about it. Let me share with you here since you always been reading my blog. Youve changed alot since last few weeks. i dont know how to explained it clearly, but to me, you did have changed. Not change to be more good but to bad. You're acting somehow, one of a kind very rude to me recently. Well, i know, you had a problems which u dun want to talk about it. But with the problems you had, you putting everything on me. your attitude was totally way to different. That's way too over limit baby. You've been acting very wierd. I know you have problems with yr relationship but please, don't throw me into yr problemss too. i hatee it! okay, whatever it is, i still love you as my sister. Since you had yr problems with yr friends, you being so rude, sooo rude i tell' ya. i cant tolerate it anymore although i usually kept quiet with yr attitude. i dont want this to repeat again before i acting harsh on you that makes you hate me more.

Untill here alright. Wondering whats baby was up to right now. i miss him badly): Will be meeting him tomorrow ^^ bbbye!

2009-10-13T11:22:00.002+08:00

Booyah! Iam back Ass. Oh well, at last ive got the chance to update one post. yey! ^^ okay, let be fast alright. Had my exams just now, finished at 945. Quite easy though. Except for one of the subject which i forget what was it, i cant finshed it on time whats more for maths too. grr. how terrible it was. Fail? naahhh~ at least ive tried. bluewwwwkk. Left with Maths paper1 and EBS., hopefully i could finish the paper on time.
Later on, i'll be going out meet bby. tomrow no paper for him so he will not be attending school. how great could that be, sleep like pig at home.
i'll try to update once i really have the time alright?
iam craving for KFC);

My baby You,

2009-10-05T20:57:00.004+08:00

Booya! Have just finished doing survey that need to do by today. Hows frustrating, need to finished all the 70 Questions. & all the questions was like -.-'' lazy to elaborate why. Recently, ive had a great time with my ♥. Thanks hunney for the day [: next time my treat aye? Well, we had a date, since we've sooo looong never had an outing due to this Fat Pig. Gegeggek! We decided to catch a muvie since i really wanted to watch Phobia2): Howww sad. nehmind forget about it as mostly of the Muvie was like boooorrriinnnggg~ So we canceled on the muvie thing, & we proceed to grab ourself something to eat. We decided to eat at Swensens[: Awwww, sweeettt right? saayyyy no? c.b! So ♥ ordered Chicken Baked Rice while i ordered Fish & Chips which can get one of those anywhere. hehe. && we also ordered Ice-Cream, Topless 5. [: While waiting for the food to be served, we took some photos as we get seated at the very best spot. i still felt hungry after eating those foods. Pig right? i know. ^^
The pictures will explained everything aye? Thanks ♥ for spending time with me yesterday. Ive had a great day. ilyou alot[:

Khairuddin ♥

Fat Ass !

2009-10-03T16:45:00.005+08:00

Currently, on the phone with my ♥ . It took an hour to search nice and simple blogskins. waaah, cb. At last, i've found one, nice right? hehe. Bored enough to read the same post over and over again huh? [: Let me post one for you since my blog looks dead. like almost everyday. huak!
End of year was just around the corner which i thinked, not thinked anymore but should already been study as it only left with one week? In class, ive been sleeping daily like fat pig, not "like" anymore but already be as one of them. grr! I felt tired each day, wanting a bed in front of me & was like hearing my bed kept on calling me to sleep. [: kay crap -.-'' School was fine as usual i could see only that my eyes are too sleepy to open wide and listen carefully whenever teacher wants to revise on every chapters. Yesterday went out for Hari Raya with my ♥ 's classmates. Fun though, but seriously iam tiiiiiirrreeeeeedddd. Two days straight jln Raya and now, my legs hurts): Today had no plan so i'll be staying at home
& i miss ♥ badly)':
First of all, ive been craving wanting to eat Pizza, KFC's chicken, Cheeseburgers and many more. Fat pig right am i? hehe. So get rid of all those stuffs, and i want to diet. I could see, iam getting fatter): not that fat laa. grr! Nevermind. Here's the post for today aye? i'll update once iam free, as iam always buzy and had no time to update for one post at least. huak!, yea, that's me, lazybum!^^ hee. Bbbye~

& imy boyfriend )':

MY ONE :D

2009-10-02T00:08:00.003+08:00

- Never be replaced [: -

Your truly mine, get that straight Ass.

Far beyond.

2009-10-01T21:56:00.003+08:00

Nur Farah Amirah,

I promise to love you,

Even when things gets out of hand.

And far beyond our control.

And maybe we are just two souls,

Trying to make things right and perfect.

For the both of us.

We were once together,

We failed.

But this time i'll prove that it's way beyond true love.

Lets pray that we'll last till our very last breath.

And let the whole world envy us.

Cause with you & me,

Unbreakable

-Khairuddin

no words to explained

2009-09-23T22:52:00.004+08:00

How i wish the happiness came. i expect/expected for it to happened in my life. A girl that loves you and wish to be with you forever, would you fufill those wishes? A girl who cant bear to leave you, would you leave them? A girl who is bubbly at certain times and clumsy as it is, would you accept her for all she had?

I just cant explained whats on my mine actually. It seems disturbing me and makes me kept thinking what went wrong. Boi, its really complicated to accept whats life nowadays. To say as its simple, its hard. To say its fate, no words to say about it. To me everything was the same as it is, no difference.

i love you just the way you are. I'll try my very best to be a good girlfriend. I cant bear to leave you at this moment. Madly in love with you that i believe you more than others say.. Am i wrong about that? For me your perfect. Maybe people might not think the same like what i thinked about you but for me, you've really changed, right? No matter what happens, nothing could seperate us. Eventhough we used to had nighmares, i don't give a care of what i dreamt. I respect on whatever decision you've made. What i know, no matter how complicated as it seems. I could sacrifice my love. I will never betray yr trusts you had in me. (: Sometimes, youre bad, and your good. Luckily, i love you(:

To my dearest girlfriends, Sorry if i didnt have time for you girls,. But i'll try to have the time to spend time wit you girls. I didint meant it too. If it was me you should blame, then blame alright? its my fault anyway. (: i love you girls. imy(:

2009-09-21T10:54:00.004+08:00

Since yesterday is the first day of raya. And its quite a buzy day for me to get things done. At last, everything went smoothly ^^. Wel, get plenty of colections and iam much statisfied. yey! [: alright, i'll update the pictures as much as i could aye? the rest i update someday when iam free. To all, Selamat Hari Raye. Forgive me if ive done plenty of wrong deeds towards you peoples. [: Next time maybe i will do it again. nyett~enjoy the pictures there aye? tcaires. bye!

2009-09-17T09:05:00.003+08:00

Happy 3rd Monthsary Hunneey !

I'll treasure every moments with you (: & ily

18'06 Love & Affection

Imy

2009-09-13T16:55:00.006+08:00

Yes, i miss my deareast craziest baby ^^

Hello peoples, Basically, yesterday i felt damn bored, luckily, dearest mimicine mde my day by asking me out. yey! ^^ haha. okay, firstly. i could say, thanks for the treats dearest![: secondly, some misunderstanding between me and my mum. yea, i know,. iam a bad daughter. :C lazy to elaborate why. Later on, get myself ready and i was late again! [: haha, meet her and fella at p.ris interchnge then proceed to penin. i miss her alot since we've so long never meet up and buzy with our daily lifes. -.- at least we meet up right? been the same thing we've going through all this years together, talk craps. disturbed others , insulting each other, gossips about peoples, Ggegek! No changes. haha. Except she gain weight., cuuuteeee huh? [: say no? ffffcccccuuuukkkk you! ooppssss~ while waiting for fella's friend, bella, we slack nearby marina steps then took pictures and there's goes our stories about peoples. nyett~ & proceed to marina then to esplanade straight to watch performance gamelan which mimicne's friends performed.. Quite interesting show i could say about this. So had our breakfast at Marina Square foodcourt. So we planned where to go next as baby was at town at that moment. So at last, they decide to go bugis to buy stuffs there since they kept on wanting to go geylang.. Nice knowing you girls anyway[: and blablabla, we head home as i head to tamp to meet baby nearby n.library and something happened which iam lazy to elaborate why. bbye!

Since someone dare me to upload this photo, with my stupid face. Not bad right? say no? cb! blame the wind -.-''

Speechless.

2009-09-13T15:08:00.003+08:00

Being too patient to accept what's the fact that lead through my lifes nowadays, that upset me up. Really do. Being a good girlfriend towrds you and I've told you once and even i've told you twice. You've promised me too, but you betray my trusts.. I just cant accept what happened and I forgive and forget. That night, wasnt mend supposed to be. & even dont want it to happened. Iam going to say in a way that I'll always love you. Remember that. It takes a days for me to get over it. Don't worry cause i'll never leave you no matter what obsticles that lead through us. Nothing could seperate us. I don't know what else to say to make it right.. You have upset me, you've dissapoint me. :C Each time yr action does infront of me, it hurts me alot. Its true that, you've chnged and i could see that and also you've been wonderful in all you can be. You know how much i loved you right? Ive been thinking lately what i could do to get this done.

I know there's something will happened. But its too late. That night being with you, i just cant control the feelings to see the way you are. its hurt that makes me had nothing to say no more.

I understand, and will always be there for you no matter how angry iam towrds you. The msg you've send me, hold every single words of yrs. i believe you & i trusts you.

Forever & Always i love my One& Only Khairuddin.

Love & Affection

2009-09-11T21:02:00.004+08:00

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so? what you going to say then? haha, get that straight aye ? ^^

I MISS MUHD KHAIRUDDIN :C

Pictures

2009-09-11T20:39:00.005+08:00

Here's the pictures that ive promised to upload it. haha, sorry for the late updates aye? ^^
Let's the pictures explained everything. [:

Outing on Daan's bufday.

Cross-Country .

2009-09-09T15:33:00.003+08:00

Hello peoples! Currently, i felt damn fcking bored. how frustrating. Nothing else to do rather then sleeping or watch tv? -.-'' hugeee sigh*
IMY Babylove. ): Someday we meet aye? [: Right now, i switch on my laapy still didnt know what else to do. & i am hungryy, i guessed?
i felt so restless, i dont quite sure whats kept on troubling me. What on yr mind right now farah?
Before i forget, tomrow is Ghazi bufday. aww! ): How sad, he could not get to celebrate his bufday because of some reason you should not know. If only you don't do this such stupid things, it won't happened or maybe you won't get to suffered your whole life liked this. haiyak!
So troublesome. Common test just end, and few result ive passed. yey for me! ^^ *claps. Ive been waiting for the rest of my subjects.
Hari raya just around the corner, everything has not been prepared yet. haiyak! Kuih raye haven yet bake. Housechores haven yet been cleaned. Clothes for raya? Money? So many things undone and i need to get those things done before the end of next week. Have alot jobs to do but still i take it slow and steady. common farah, its still few days left, okay it was liked 1 week left?
-.-'' Things will get messed up. [: well, you know farah, what else i did didn't get things messed up. everything will be messed up no matter what. Huak!
I hope it won't. [: Alright, i want to get my things done and i'll update wen iam free aye?[: stay tuned. dada !

2009-09-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

Aku rindu kau mcm ulat rinduu apple :D

2009-09-08T23:25:00.003+08:00

Hello readers. i know, my blog looks dead right? -.-' sorry peoples ^^ i had no time to update it daily, buzy with my daily lifes. huak! Since someone asked me to update, so i update one for you peoples. At least i update rather then nothing. As per usual, going through normal lifes, spend time with baby and family lately.

Friday.
Well, last week, my school had a cross country event which tooked place at Bedok Reservoir Park. Luckily it was just nearest to my place so i dont have to waste my money on journey to Pasir Ris which we always had our event there. -.-*smile widely* yey! Aniway, i dont care about that because i still fetch my baby aniway at his void deck at tamp. cuteeee right, well,. i supposed to come and meet him at 7am but with the delaying i had with whatever things surround me, i came when the time i usually want to go to school like 715am as we need to assemble at 730am. Who give a damn about the time.[: Well, we came late aniway and we straight assemble at where it supposed to be, wait for our turned and off went to the starting line. In the first place, i was so lazy to run with girlfriends, well who wanna run when we're fasting right but baby wanted to run as he wants to get the trophy. [:
So, We decide to walk untill at the finishing line. haha. Lazy bumbum right me. Well, while walking, saw the guys which is irfaan, imranola and the rest was walking too. hehe.
I was pisst off as we walked, we haven even reached half of the park yett. -.- soo slow saa. Ape lg, i decide to run and girlfriends wanted too. So we run and dearest teeq cant make it, so dearest nabilah and me same goes to irfaan and alfian run together till the end.
At last, my baby was in the 20th place. ahaha. cuuutttee [:

Monday.
Had our outing on so we decide to breakfast outside as it was daan bufday too. So they decide to breakfast at Sempang Bedok. Sorry baby jumpe bby lmbt. heeh ^^ so proceed and we took bus 10 which harrel was on the bus too. And so, eat and then proceed to cash studio to had our karaoke on.. hehe. at 1130pm proceed home.
The pictures i'll update soon i get from dearest teeq aye?
untill here, i'll update the pictures that we had on our cross country tomrow ait. iam tired and i want to go to bed ): tcaires. *wink

Happy bufday!

2009-09-08T13:33:00.003+08:00

Happy belated 18th Bufday Daan! [:

Da 18 laaa , haha!

May yourr wish come true aye? & last long aye with her . ^^

2009-08-30T15:56:00.004+08:00

Hello readers. Today is Sunday and maybe plann to go geylang with family. Plann to go study together with baby but had been canceled, sorry k hunney? next time aye?

Yesterday, baby and me decided to BreakFast outside. So planned meeting baby at baby's crib at 3 and we sit home first. Meet Dan at his nearest void deck at around 5 as he also wanted to join us to breakFast. & we planned where we wanted to eat as they both wanting to eat KFC. i don't know why they both craving for the KFC's chicken. cuuuteee right? [x At last, we went to simeii. haha. We took pictures while waiting for the time. Baby kept get iritated with the way one of the girls from a group of teens slack outside Long John. Lazy to elaborate why ^^ then they were like steppp fucking sweet couples. like typical malaysia -.-'' haaa!

Lastly, when the time already come, seriouslly, we ate like pig siaa espeacially dan [x cant stop eating while baby and me felt full after eating alot. cuuteeee eh? perangai mok ~

Afterwards, they buy ciggies and went proceed Aeps and Wan at their nearest void deck and set off at around 10pm. Bye!

2009-08-28T23:37:00.003+08:00

Its Friday.

& its 12.16am and i cant even sleep yet.

Let me update one for you since my blog looks dead right? & iam kinda boreddd ~ i know i know. ^^ well, school was fine this morning. lesson as per usual. Straight after school, meet baby and slack at the nearest void deck with dearest nabilah and the rest. 230pm went home straight and off wanting to sleep. piggg siaaa farah -.-'' but in the end, reached homeyh, need to do the housechores and need to helped mamy prepared the food for breakfast. Later on, at 8pm meet baby and others and we slack at nearest Aeps'void deck. around 9, went up to Aeps crib and we had our karaoke session on. haha.

Now, bby was at the cinema with his siblings watch The Final Destination. i want to watch, but toooo bad ): aww.
Its saturday today, haven get to plann yet.

- going out with family?

- meet baby?

- meet girlfriends?

- stay at home? -.-

Untill here i could post one for you. cuuuteee right. Simple and short. I am lazy to talk much as my hands are too tired to type and elaborate more. gegegek. next time readers. betta wait for baby to returned home then i could sleep. sweeeett right/ haha. tcaires * wink

iam bored/

2009-08-23T14:42:00.003+08:00

Hello readers, sorry for not updating it daily. One thing i could say iam bored. Usually, saturday and sunday spend my time with baby. Its the first day of fasting yesterday so i need to spend my time with family., sweeett right?

iam freaking bored right now& ive got nothing to do. The same routine ive done at home. Sleep, sleep, sleeep -.-'' . Seriously, i felt half dead kept doing this again & again. and the other thing was IMY alot baby! )': how i wish i could hug you in this minute right now. grr! how frustrating!

today is Sunday. no planns? *sigh. Tmorow school starts, and wil be having talks in the afternoon i thinked, about sex.

like a pigg siaaa, slack at home& on lappy but still had nothing to do ): how saddd.

Baby gave me this card on our anniversary. swwweeeet right? say no? fcccccuuuuukkkyyooouuu. i didnt expected him to gave this card to me. awwww, so sweet of you. & right now in this minute, i miss him badly, seriously. i just want to meet him right now, hug him like i always did, kiss him. hear his laughter. i just hope he was here beside me right now. ): ilybaby.

the day.

2009-08-18T20:44:00.004+08:00

Hello readers. Basically today school was fine. As per usual, today is tuesday and yey! i could sleep as much as i could as today school starts at 830. good right? haha, okay last saturday & sunday spend the whole day with baby. sweet right? say no? CB!

Saturday spend time with baby. & so meet him in the afternoon as he really want to eat KFC. cuute right? haha, all of the sudden without any reasons. Reached, meet baby under his void deck and proceed to meet Fad and went to tampines mart as they both wanting to KFC.blablabla, find the nearest place to eat, and off to Fad's crib since there's nobody. Slack in his house., & wait for his girlfriend to come too. At around 6, procced to the void deck, continue slack. blablabla, Aeps came followed by Dan and HadiK. & So slack till at around 8, baby wanted to take ciggies at his crib. Accompny him, and as per usual, slack at his house first. haha. From there untill 10pm went home straight.

Sunday, was the sweetest day. First meet baby in the afternoon, meet baby under his void deck and proceed to his crib. planned to watch G.I Joe had been canceled again. aww, sorry bby(: & decided just to slack at baby crib till night. Baby had done something sweet and surprised me. Not bad. Bby cooked for me since we both felt hungry at that moment. cuuutee right? Say no, Cb!(: i was so called lazy pig standing, waiting for it to be ready. gegek. & so, eat and watch Cds, its a kind of funny story i can say. seriously. well, i forget what was the name of the tittle. -.- too bad!

& today was like my anniversary. its hard to explained how happy i am being with him. it really make my day although there's some misunderstanding between us. sempppat kan? i know. Untill here i could say okay? I am tired of typing already and i am off to sleep. i need a whole day rest. tcaires *wink

Happy 2monthsary baby!

2009-08-17T23:28:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 2MONTHSARY BABY!

* i love you endlessly.

Been a day passed and i felt that
my love for you getting stronger.
i cant get my words to explained it clearly how much i love, care, adore towards you. I felt that youre
my one& only everything. Although we heard alot of disturbance behind our
backs, i ignored it. i don't want it to make our realationship getting apart
which wasn't true at all. I love you with all
my heart. Time flies that fast and today was
liked our 2monthsary. Thanks baby for always be by my side& make me smile.
You've proved to me that you've changed. ive trusts you. Although sometimes i
felt that you deserved someone better, & youve choosen me. iam glad baby(: i
know, there's a long way to go and many things gonna happen that wasn't
mend supposed to be.
Youre great. Although we seldom qurrels,
as so you know, i still love you no matter how bad our
situation is. I just cant leave you. Ive lost you once and i hope
you have proved me that i won't get to lose you again, & you did proved to
me. Thanks baby for giving me the sweet letter that you've wrote it earlier.
kinda sweet of you and i didnt expected that you want me to be with you for the rest of your
life? Youve bought happiness back to me that ive once lost
it. i'll be always faihtful. I adore those laughter of yours, the kisses
that you given to me, the hug every minute. I find that your're different.
You find it wierd why i didnt even call you such names, or even once mad at you
or what so ever. i dont know why its so hard for me to do such things. to me
youre precious. let people said what they could, because i dont
give a damn baby.
& lastly, iam <u>sorryu> ive hurt your feelings all
these while with you. that upset you up. we usually get pampered and mad over
small matter but we did overcome it slow and steady. i promise i'll never leave
you till the last breath of mine. i'll never. believe me. MuahmuahMuah!. *wink.
ILY!